The more naked he gets in his pics, the less I am

So if I’m going to hell, might as well make the trip worthwhile? I think I’ve unleashed something in Paul. Well, maybe a few things. Hahah. He is sending me pics of his bod this morning and they’re top notch. Not just because his body is awesome but he’s really gotten the hang of this….

Hopelessly hopeless…for Paul.

Have you ever listened to a song so much that you can even play the song in your head without even have to listen to it? That’s what this song is for me. My blog is even named because of this song. I love the part around 2:55 – 4:26….that’s when it really takes off…

how do you want it?

…..Your body is bangin’ baby I love it when you flaunt it Time to give it to daddy, now tell me how you do you want it…. Not my words. Lyrics to a 2Pac song. I’m an east coast girl but I got love for Pac. One of my fave songs by him. AND this…

Be a bad ass with a good ass ;)

This shot was a pain in the ass to take. See what I did there? Hahaha I crack myself up! BUTT I couldn’t just NOT say anything. Ok, I’ll stop. But for real — trying to hold up the camera at the right angle and just taking a chance, not knowing what the hell I’m…

Shows me colors when there’s none to see

The summer of 1993. Paul and I remember that summer when I lost my virginity to him a little bit differently. Paul and my older brother became friends when they were 8 or 9. I was 6 or 7 at the time. Paul was always around at my house because he was an only child…

FML

Texted a pic of my nekkid tits to the wrong man this morning. Meant for Paul. Sent to Chris instead. Certainly not the end of the world. Chris probably thinks I’m trying to spice it up. That’s not the end of the world either. Let’s just say he reacted pretty favorably towards it and can’t…

What are we doing?

Paul and I went for a walk again. After work last week. Weather has been slightly warmer lately and the sunlight hours have been lasting just a bit longer each day. He was just going to walk me from work to the subway but he ended up walking me all the way back to my…

Photography is all about secrets….

For my birthday one year, Chris bought me a pretty nice camera. (I’m a Canon girl, btw.) I think we had only been dating for a year at that point. He knew I liked to take pictures and knew I had only two old cameras at the time (which I still have — one a…

Once a cheater, always a cheater?

The first time my friend Scotty cheated on his wife, it was bad. Not that the other times were great but this time I was somehow involved. Scotty married a woman who’ve I’ve nicknamed Pantyless. I can’t think of another nickname for her so she will remain being referred to as Pantyless on this blog,…

And never sleep for wanting hours…

“…The empty hours of greed….And uselessly always the need to feel again…The real belief of something more than mockery…” I am sitting here, trying to go to sleep and I was thinking about the way my ex Will broke up with me close to 20 years ago (!) I swear I am over it. BUT…